When I Was Around You

I couldn’t think when I was around you
And I still can’t
I couldn’t truly be myself when I was around you
And I still can’t
I couldn’t understand what it was when I was around you
And I still can’t
Thoughts used to flood my mind when I was around you
And they still do
My feelings used to go crazy when I was around you
And they still do
My heart beat used to speed when I was around you
But not anymore
I used to be happy when I was around you
But not anymore
Now I miss you and your smile
Now I’m more serious
Now I’m dead